Not yet


Im not ready for this. I know my strength and what i can do. But this situation scares me its not time yet. I know you will be ok. Yet my mind is trying to get me ready for if that day happens. 

Holding everything in so you dont see what im feeling yet you already know.

You reading my eyes and seeing whats wrong with out asking. There no hiding things from you.

The touch of your hand rubbing my cheek just by a touch i feel the love you have for me.  It’s just like the 1st kiss we had in 1992.

That rekindling love that hasnt stopped burning just started getting brighter and stronger.  Everyday that goes on by our love keeps getting stronger.

I know your here to stay yet every day is a different day. New challenges and finding new strengthes. We never did think it would of started like this. Every day I see you and that means everyday is closer for you to be with me.  We are both staying strong. Yet i will still hold in those tears when its time to leave and see you the next day.

Mas mahal kita my habibi

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