The memories that need to end!


How do I start? 18 years ago the abuse got worse. Covering up more of the bruises hoping that nobody can see them. And keeping my attitude happy go lucky as always. Hiding the feelings of being physically abused and also mentally abused. I may have not gotten hit as often as others but, I was still hit more than once.

The Physical abuse started the day we got married. I was his property in his eyes I was to do what he said. 1st time he he me he was automatically sleeping on the couch. The next morning i couldn’t walk at all I crawled to the bathroom than crawled to the living room and I felt dizzy and figured out i had a concussion. I called off work that day.

The biggest one that gives me nightmares to this day was sometime in November when I was getting ready for work and we started arguing I ended up on the floor with him on top of me strangling me and hitting me with a broken left eardrum, bruises around my neck from his hands and bruises on the left side of my face. I still ended up going to work early and calling the cops to make a report against my husband. And right after the cops left he shows up within 5-10 min saying I was crazy and the bruises just appeared and he never touched me. Told him he has to leave and go to work. I went inside and clocked like I usually do and worked my shift. I went home and he acted like nothing happened.

Just to say a few words of advice even if they say they are not going to do this again… Is a lie they will continue to beat you and leave out of the situation the best you can!

You need to live the life that you deserve no abuse (physically, emotionally, verbally) Do you and make the best out of life.

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